Archive for September, 2004

Today is a busy day!

Waiting with me has been mainly a cheerful acquiescence in the order of the universe as I found it - a faith in the essential veracity of things. I have waited for the sun to rise and for the seasons to come; I have waited for a chance to put in my oar. Which way do the currents of my being set? What do I love that is worthy and of good report? I will extend myself in this direction; I will annex this territory. I will not wait to see if this or that pays, if this or that notion draws the multitude. I will wait only till I can see my way clearly. In the meantime I will be clearing my eyes and training them to know the real values of life when they see them.
– John Burroughs

That was a quote by the American naturalist John Burroughs, who is considered to be the father of the American nature essay. He lived a very interesting life, and had a lot of wisdom to offer to the world. He apparently had a lot of famous visitors in his later life, including Thomas Edison, Walt Whitman, Teddy Roosevelt, and fellow naturalist John Muir. The quote above was posted on the daily dao website on friday, and I can see why. Whether labeled as that or not, naturalists all over the world have been echoing the sentiments of Taoists of old.

Modern man is always concerned with manipulation and use of the natural world. This is our modern ego coming into play. The best use of the natural world is not use at all, in the way we think of it. Use by enjoyment, appreciation, and respect is the most efficient way that we can “use” our resources.

When one steps into the natural world, there is a calming effect. The human spirit is soothed by the presence of peaceful beings which do not judge or require things of us. A few minutes a day spent in the company of trees can relieve the stress of the office, or make one forget the problems of everyday life. Simply looking at it, the natural world puts us in our place and puts things in our lives into perspective.

I personally cannot think of time I've spent under a tree that I didn't enjoy. I'd like to be under one now, but as the weather grows colder, we tend to retreat into our houses. This autumn and winter I'd like to spend a bit more time venturing into the outdoors to take walks, etc…it's good for the body and the mind.

On another note, we spent a little time yesterday at Borders in Swindon, where we basically sat and read a bit. I spend my time reading The Te Of Piglet, which is starting out quite pleasant and has actually put some things straight in my mind that maybe other interpretations of Taoist writings may not have done well. Steph spent her time reading the Dalai Lama's autobiography, Freedom in Exile. I know a little bit about his life, having seen some movies and read a little bit, but it looks pretty interesting. I may read that at some point. After reading the Te of Piglet, I plan on reading a book about Che Guevera, possibly. Either that or some spanish language instruction, or possibly something else Tao or Zen related. It's going to be a thing we do every Sunday that we are in the area. I guess if we're not in the area on a lot of Sundays, we could move it to a week night.

So, we'll be gearing up for our Paris trip pretty soon. I'm looking forward to it, but I really have no idea what to expect. It should be an adventure.

Anyway, maybe I'll post more in a while…gonna be a busy day. That's all for now.

Hrm

So…we saw Motorcycle Diaries this weekend, and it was one of the best movies I've seen in my life. It stirred something deep inside me, and put a bit of conflict in my heart. It's something that I keep thinking about, but I feel strange. Basically, sometimes I think there is a political activist stirring inside of me, but he's suppressed by my Taoist beliefs. On one hand, I'd like to drop everything political in my mind and see the balance in things…so I can give myself completely to Taoist thought…on the other hand, I want to let it out and do something about the things that happen in this world…I hope that our trip in 2007 will clear some things up in my mind. Until then, I'll just try to better myself in other ways…I'll hold on to my Taoist beliefs…since they are what keep me sane…and keep the activist at bay…besides….I can't be overly political in the way I'd want now anyway, considering my occupation. I will say this though:

It is my strong belief that our people are imprisoned behind a wall of their own ignorance. We must free them whether it is by choice of enlightenment or by force. We are obligated to stand up and take responsibility for the things our governments do to the citizens of the world if we wish equality to be more than a dream. These things I say with the hope that they may someday come to pass, but with acceptance that they may never do so.

***EDIT***

I've calmed down a bit now, and I've since realized that my way will always be the way of peace and acceptance. I could never turn into a Che Guevara..I don't think I have it in me…for me, the way of reform must always come through peace, understanding, and mutual respect. I respect what the man was trying to do, and he had a noble cause…but I don't think I would have gone about doing it in the same way.

I've just done this thing.

I've just done this

It's true, by the way….so if any of you poor people have some spare pennies in the next few years…. *hint hint*

not much

When, west, I climbed Incense Brazier Peak,
I southward saw curtained cataracts
Suspend their stream some three thousand feet
Then roar through dales several miles away;
Sudden as if flying lightning came
But mystic, too, as white rainbows rose:
At first I feared Milky Way had dropped
And sprinkled stars, falling through the clouds!

As I looked up they increased in force.
So mighty was the Creator's work:
An ocean wind blew there without cease,
The river moon gave skies back their light,
The skies in which random torrents rushed;
To left and right the green walls were washed
By flying pearls scattering light mist
And streaming foam boiling round great rocks!

Let me travel to those Glorious Peaks
Where I may feel peace grow in my heart:
I'll have no need more for magic draughts
For I may there wash the dust from my face
And enjoy there lodging that I love,
Ever parted from the world of men!
– Li Bai

Here is another picture I made the other day:

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Work lately is a bit annoying, but I think I'm dealing ok. I won't go into it more than that, since it doesn't matter.

Steph and I went to see The Terminal last night. It was a good movie, so I looked up the true story…which turned out to be even more impressive. Stuff like that is mind boggling. How does it happen, eh?

Let's see. Other news….not much. We spent the long weekend in Norwich and had a pretty decent time, really. We played a lot of Gamecube and we got a car. It's a 1995 ash black Ford Mondeo, and it is all right. It moves, and it's nicer than our last car. It should have a decent life, I hope. We're planning on going somewhere this weekend as well…not sure where…to shop for some stuff for Steph. She needs some clothes (since everything she's got now is too big, really) and a purse as well as some other things. Other than that and our better internet connection being installed today, I don't have a lot of news.

Before I go, I'd like to wish a non-crappy day. That will be all.