I'm frustrated.
I went home in a cheerful mood, despite the shitty day I've had at work….but things got screwed up once I got there. I won't go into what happened at work, but I have to deal with some really stupid people daily, that say a lot of really insensitive things. Basically, I get fed a lot of negativity all day long, and my only source of positive influence comes from home…from my wife, and my cats. My family.
Anyway, I rely on Steph for some sort of happiness…and it seems like she's been seeing the negative side of an issue for a while now….I'm not going to “bang on” :( about it anymore, but it seems to me that if you've done everything you can about something, then all you can do is take whatever happens after lightly and accept that you can't change it.
Basically, it has to do with the cats, but I don't see any real solution other than getting rid of them…which would be horrible. We just have to do what we can, and accept what comes. I'm not going to live my life any differently because of 2 little animals, and I'm sure not going to let things I can't change upset me at all. I'll continue to do what I plan to do, and trust things will turn out all right. No matter what the situation, that always has to be the path forward.
Anyway, this has helped me a bit. I love Steph, but if I'm honest, sometimes I get a little bit stressed because of things that transpire between us. I guess I'll have to take the same path as far as that is concerned as well.
Anyway, I'm ok now. I hope she is too.
Angel faced
Honey haired
Freckle kissed doll
Almond shaped
Ocean eyes
Make everything small
I love you, Steph.
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