I'm extrememly pissed off at the moment because once again …asildhgsagdiksahgd
Now, I probably shouldn't be this pissed off, but I have an opinion that will never change. Here it is:
The military is a stinking piece of rotten shit whose wretched stench invades my nostrils, despite my attempts at closing them like some sort of seal submerging into the depths of the sea.
Now, the reason.
So, yesterday was a stupid day in the first place. I got recognized with this stupid little coin thing, but what the guy said in the recognition speech was so stupid. He was basically fed a bunch of lines, and all of the projects listed were things I hadn't really had all that much to do with, and none of the things I'm really known for were even mentioned, so it was basically a bunch of BS.
So today, I come in (already pretty annoyed) and they announce some gay change in the Physical Training program, so basically we are all going to have to work out together, but the workouts they do are so dumb. They do pushups, situps, and a run, as well as stretching. I personally think it is unfair to force me into something that will actually do LESS good for my body than what I'm trying to do at the moment. I've been working fairly hard at the gym lately and I was feeling good about it, generally…then they do this, which will take MORE TIME because of the lack of organization in our moronic group, and it will do me less good, more than likely. The run only takes about 12 minutes, so unless I wanted to do extra running after we're done and perhaps push my workout until 5:30, I won't be doing as well. When I do it on my own, I get in and out, and am done by 4:30. So this means I'll be losing an hour if I want something decent, probably.
Well, my anger has lessened now…most of it stemmed from the argument I had with someone about this issue, and now instead of System Of A Down playing, my ogg playlist has moved on to some of the songs from the Spirited Away soundtrack. My fingers are moving slower and my mind has sunk into a mere discontent from a raging inferno of fiery anger.
Usually, I'm fairly calm….but when what I see as my freedoms start to be taken away, I get kind of crazy in my head. I know that being in the military means that I should be used to this, and that it comes with the territory, but I'm tired of being owned. Today I seriously thought about getting out through this new program, regardless of money issues. Oh well, guess we can't really afford it if we want to do our trip.
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