Archive for February, 2004

Thing Anna did.

Z - Zodiac sign: Aquarius
Y - Yummy food: Seafood, soups, chinese
X - X-rays you've had: teeth, chest/neck (collar bone broken), hand (thumb and lower hand shattered), knee (viral infection in knee), ankle (broken enkle)
U - Unknown fact about me: I went to school for Music, quit to work with Explosives, and ended up working on Computers. Well, I guess some people know that. A lot, maybe. Hrm. Well, I used to want to be a wood carver when I was 5.
T - Time you wake up: Weekdays 6:30-6:50 and weekends late mornings to mid afternoon
S - Song you last heard: Perfect Cell remix from Dragonball Z
R - Reason to smile: I'm married to a wonderful person, and living in a nice area
Q - Quote you like:

“My words are easy to understand
And my actions are easy to perform
Yet no other can understand or perform them.

My words have meaning; my actions have reason;
Yet these cannot be known and I cannot be known.

We are each unique, and therefore valuable;
Though the sage wears coarse clothes, his heart is jade.”

-Translation of the Tao Te Ching

P - Phobia[s]: Loss
O - Oldest sibling: 21
N - Number of siblings: 2
M - Mom's name: Terina
L - Longest car ride ever: When I drove from Washington to Phoenix, AZ…or when I got the bus in the opposite direction but it took a windier path.
J - Job title: Network Administrator (Career field is Communications Computer Systems Operator in the USAF)
I - Instruments: Sax, voice, very limited piano and guitar, some recorder
H - Hometown: Ritzville, WA
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Worms
F - Favorite song at the moment: Not sure…probably something by Queen or No Doubt
E - Easiest person to talk to: Steph, hands down.
D - Dad's name: Troy
C - Career in future: Probably computer related, but I'm not sure that's what I want.
B - Band listening to right now: System of The Down
A - Age: 24

Weekend()

I've been looking for various things Steph and I could do this weekend….I dunno. I wish the car was in better shape…I'm sure it would be fine, though…maybe I'll just give up…

I think I'm going to start writing private posts. Sometimes I need to pour forth emotions, and I don't think I can do that here.

This morning….

I managed to get up this morning and get ready a bit early, which gave me time to meditate. I felt better this morning than I have in weeks, until just a minute ago.

Some things just ruin your day right away. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Duality

Adrian put a sign on his desk that said “I'M NEGATIVE TODAY” so for fun, I ripped up the sign and put another sign in its place while he was out. The sign said:


Negativity is merely a state of mind
All things are negative and positive
All things are everything and nothing

Be one with the One Thing and accept duality

I should follow that better.

Chaplains

Some Air Force Chaplains came in today and did ther whole overly fake nice thing, where they attempt to force the joy of their lord down my throat. So tired of that. It always involves handing me candy, then asking if I will go to some stupid event. At the same time, there was an overly stupid girl behind me giving a horrible explanation of Active Directory to someone who probably couldn't comprehend how to turn on a computer in the first place. At that moment, I almost went insane, but then I realized that it was just something that didnt really matter, so I calmed down. When I find myself slipping, I go here.